Pale Blue

I like Asian girls, I really do but sometimes their personality and cultural upbringing can be a pain when it comes to matters of sex. Case in point, Lia.

First off, she was quite cute when I met her, no doubt about it, and in fact she actually looked younger then I thought she would. I hadn't seen her picture before we met though we did exchange a few emails to set up our rendezvous. My impression based on a couple of "old enough to" phrases in her messages, implying to my mind that she was in her late 20's or maybe even early 30's. From her emails it also seemed to me that she was rather skittish, so that I was kind of half expecting she wouldn't show up.

We had arranged to meet after work in Santana Row, a big outdoor mall area in San Jose. There is a chess area where there are a bunch of chess tables set up and a giant chessboard on the ground with pieces which come up to your knees. There's hardly anybody ever there playing the game despite the fairly good traffic of shoppers around, so it was a good public area in which to meet without having to deal with the close quarters and lack of privacy of most cafes.

I was hanging around reading a magazine when she came up and kind of looked around without approaching me, though she clearly thought I was the guy. I smiled at her and asked her if she was Lia, got a bob of her head in return, and I invited her to take a seat. The first thing you noticed about her was that she was impeccably dressed, as so many of those Asian girls usually are, perfectly attired for the warm and pleasant, slightly breezy afternoon.

On her shoulders was a little pale blue jacket, more of a short shirt really, over a white blouse. Her bare, milky legs were entirely uncovered by a perfectly matched pale blue mini leading down to equally pale blue open toed, slip on shoes which she tended to dangle from her foot while she sat cross legged and talked to me.

She looked to be in her early 20's, shoulder length straight hair, surprisingly brown for an Asian girl, round pale face, about 5'6" or 5'7", generous breasts for her frame, toenails painted a dark red, and mostly those sexy white thighs seductively emerging out of that pale blue skirt. When she was sitting down I made a point of peeking up her skirt and spied a glimpse of white panties before she demurely crossed her legs. I was tempted to start spreading her things right there and then and bending her over one of the chess tables. That would have been fun.

She sat down and kind of avoided my eyes, and I could see she was incredibly shy. I smiled and asked politely if she had ever done this kind of thing, and she shook her head. You could see she didn't know what to say and was kind of flustered by the situation. I was naturally curious about how this shy girl had gotten up the courage to agree to meet me so I questioned her about this. She admitted that she was turned on by the ad, that particular one painted a rather sexy picture of what I wanted to do, and answered it without really thinking that anything would come of it. Getting all this out of her was kind of like pulling teeth, since she would not volunteer anything and had to be coaxed to give short and seemingly begrudging answers.

She was so shy and demure that I was seriously thinking of just telling her she was not exactly what I was looking for - usually I like girls who are at least a little bit debauched, or shortly willing to become so. That's not what I was getting from her. Two things stopped me from throwing her back to reach maturity in the large pond of casual Internet sex. First I was afraid that if I rejected her she'd take it really hard because she seemed kind of fragile. She also seemed to be warming up a bit to me, responding to my attempts to be amusing about sex, not to mention after me grinning like a madman at her for ten minutes while trying to be charming. Second, she was so damned cute that I really wanted to put my face between those thighs and run my hands and tongue all over what I was sure was her beautifully round, smooth and milky ass. She was just too delicious to throw back.

After we had been talking for about half an hour, actually, after I had been talking and she being mostly monosyllabic, I finally asked her if she was sure she wanted to come home with me, have me bend her over, lift her skirt, and fondle her. This seemed to appeal to her since she averted her eyes, smiled, and rather quietly said yes.

I'll skip the tedious logistics of how we got to my place, except to note that she drove a little blue Honda Civic, just a little too dark blue to be perfectly coordinated with her outfit.

We get home and things start off quite nicely. After she comes out of the bathroom and I take off her little blue jacket, making sure to fondle her boobs through that white blouse and a lacy white bra underneath. I take her to the bedroom and have her shoes off and on her knees with rump up, pulling up her skirt and feeling her through the white panties.

I can feel her the heat of her crotch and incipient wetness through her white panties. I move aside the panties and slip my fingers in, past a shock of unruly wiry black hair on her very Asian pussy. She closes her eyes and starts to moan a bit as I finger her, moving her pelvis a bit into my fingers. You just can't look at that brown pussy framed against the back of those white thighs without wanting to taste it, and down I go for some serious licking. She tastes a bit tangy from the piss she just took, but clean and deliciously musky. My dick gets hard and begins straining against my pants in no time.

Eventually I pull down her panties and her ass is everything you could desire - smooth white, with a brown crack and a tiny sphincter that's just begging to be licked. I go down on her some more, licking all around while fingering her pussy with my thumb. Lovely.

Eventually I pull back and it is truly a magnificent sight, she on the bed with her butt up in the air, the pale blue skirt pushed up, panties around her knees and a wet dark-haired pussy exposed to the warm afternoon air. It's a genuine Asian porn shot, but without the blurred genitals.

I come over to her other end and tell her to unzip me. She complies and my dick springs forth. I tell her to suck me.

So here's the first problem. This is clearly a girl who does not know how to suck cock. She's awfully tentative, and when she takes me in her mouth I can barely feel her lips around my cock. She licks around on the shaft not knowing where the sensitive spots are, and in general being entirely too tentative. I know she's 20 years old, and not a virgin, but clearly she has never really done much oral sex. I tell her to suck harder and pump her head a bit, but she's still incredibly tentative.

Well OK, she's still a fine looking and rather willing, if tentative fuck toy, so off we go for a little doggy style. Tight pussy, tighter ass as I push my spit lubricated thumb in while I pump my cock into her. I alternate fucking her and licking her for a while, again detesting the rubber flavor of the condoms which masks her lovely musk, eventually flip her over and do some holy missionary work. She seems to be enjoying herself, but its hard to tell, she's just sort of laying there.

In fact that could be the whole theme of the session, her just laying there, not saying much, every once in a while moaning but not giving me any feedback. No move left, no harder, no lick there, no ouch, you're pinching me. She doesn't change position unless I move her, in fact, she does nothing unless I prompt her. I might as well be fucking one of those life dolls, which I'm sure is fine in and of itself, but frankly I like a little more life in my fuck toys.

That's the problem. She's so passive that it gets to be tedious screwing her. Don't get me wrong, I was getting off, but afterwords it seems like it was way too much work and I felt I had all the fun and she was not really there. I'm not totally insensitive to these things and I don't think it was that she was repulsed by me or anything like that. Sexual self delusion can mask those kind of things but I'm reasonably sure that wasn't it. I just think that her personality, and perhaps her sexual experience - and here is where the Asian culture thing comes in - was just so passive that she didn't know any better and she thought that's what you did. Just lay there and let the guy do whatever he wanted. Now, a passive sex toy can be just fine if you're reasonably sure that the sex toy is getting some pleasure out of it, but in this case it was really, really hard to tell what she was about.

Eventually I gave her a vibrator and offered her my dick in her mouth. She kind of half heartedly stuck it in and out of her pussy and masturbated with it while trying to suck me, but it was like she could not coordinate the two sensations and was not getting anywhere with either. I asked if she was enjoying herself, and she nodded, but frankly I could not tell if she was being sincere or just too polite to say anything.

Well, at that point I kind of gave up trying to be solicitous and decided to get selfish and concentrate on my own pleasure. I had her totally naked by now and she was still a very hot looking and tasting girl and I was going to take advantage and get off with gusto. I flipped her over on her side, slipped on a condom (a Kimono in honor of her heritage) and proceeded to fuck her from behind while feeling her surprisingly generous boobs. After a while I fingered and licked her ass and eventually came with my face buried in her crevices.

She was smiling at me but clearly wanted no contact with the cum, not that I can blame her, you know how it is with us guys, and we kind of flopped on the bed for a while with me admiring her body and she distractedly handling my dick. I asked her if she wanted anything, if she wanted to cum in some way and she said no. Still totally passive. Eventually she did ask for some water, and after she drank it just kind of evolved through some unspoken agreement that it was time for her to leave. I watched her get dressed, not meeting my eyes, but with a kind of half smile on her face, and I saw her off at the door in my robe. She looked like she wanted to be out of there by then.

I still don't know if she didn't like me or if she was just too shy and inexperienced and passive and kind of overwhelmed by the experience, clearly the first time she ever hooked up through the Net. She gave nothing back, either as a lover or even in casual conversation. Just a passive doll, utterly deformable for sexual purposes but also utterly lifeless.

So it was a weird encounter, physically satisfying for me, but leaving a strange taste in my mouth. Not exactly bad sex that you run into every now and then, but hardly a fully satisfying experience. Too bad, because physically Lia was absolutely delicious, but her personality seemed to be just not there. I wonder, what will she be like in 20 years?